bumps in the road

I wake this morning and the chest and throat are congested and unhappy. Why do I do this to myself asking for a healing in these areas? Then I stop. I know that I asked for what I needed. These things are all related even if they are painful to live through. Related to what is happening in relationships in my life, related to my painting, related to the work I need to move forward in my life.

I need to finish the swords painting. Its part of my healing myself and the reason I have been having difficulty is about fear and resistance in my body to the change dance. Time to let go and clear that all out. Yes it will have consequences. Nevertheless, staying where I am is not an option. She makes that abundantly clear when I hesitate.

Hold me in your heart Goddess as its a bumpy road these days.