musing on the now with raven
Raven came to visit along with all her magic. Things are being pulled apart inside me. Lots of self-reflection going on. Not surprising given the reading and class assignments I have been doing. Hard to talk about one's childhood religious influences without sitting and remembering them. Brings back all kinds of crap, some of which needs clearing out as that is not who I am or want to be.
Sitting with stuff is a different way of being. I am still figuring out what it means to be present in the now with intent while managing all the things in my life that require schedules, planning, and organization. I have to start from a different place inside me which then has a ripple effect on everything else. What's important changes radically and sometimes instantly. Sometimes it takes a while to sort out.
All this while I am creating all kinds of odd-headed goddesses. Clearly connected, however, I am not going to analyze the connection. Just let it flow though to the clay.