My current state is somewhere in between sloughing off old structure and not yet putting new structure in place. As someone said to me, I am in a state of suspended animation. Except that I am not suspended in the sense of not moving but rather in the sense of floating free form in some in-between state of reality.
Maybe gestating is a better description. Not sure. The process of regeneration is one we do not support or talk about in our culture. Another sign of how our culture is out of balance. Instead our culture talks about mid-life implosions. I wonder. If we supported and expected regeneration to happen in our lives, how would that change our perspective on life?